1️⃣, 2️⃣, 1️⃣, 2️⃣❗️
Yo! Aye! You there? Kalief...
Abandoned, absent yet aware of the 14 days that translate abruptly into 14 seconds before being placed back in solidarity confinement.
🤔💭... What have you done in 14 days❓
Finding my ‘self’ stuck fighting the fears with frustrations. Socialization providing a staple to recommit the brothers being ⛓kept⛓ in a new wave of larger proportions to be civilized among the corrupted cruelty. Raucous surrounds my settings to destruct brotherhood👨🏽👨🏾👨🏿 into betrayal👮🏻♀️👮🏻♀️ to inmate; inmates on inmate....
Did you catch it? I said INMATES👨🏽👨🏾👨🏿 on inmate👨🏾 a brotherhood once kept now broken and bruised by the systems binding to blindside.
AND THESE ARE THE BREAKS
“You gotta pay me every week”
“The ️phone is only available when I say”
“You gotta sit in the back rows”
“There is no options, I’m the option... any problems? Solve ‘em!”
Rules inside rules regulating a system according to hierarchy using masculinity as a mechanism to micromanage.
The mainline mixing prisoners in common privileges indicating potential civilization was only a thought for so long as peers to peer had no promise. Alienation eliminated the avenue meant for reestablishing an existence within the walls where your pressures are pivotal for provoking in physical responses against my brothers... no longer keepers yet still kept.
Speaking of kept encase you haven’t been keeping track, but have surpassed 400 days with psychosis playing passenger seeking to sit driver. Black bewilderment established preying as the tactic for triumphs.
☝🏾#BlackOnBlackcrime is an UNDISCLOSED market that’s booming in business as the supply and demand for firearms, narcotics and ⛓incarceration institutions⛓ are financed through the family hue✊🏾.
“BRING THE BODY UP”
an underground market similar to slavery sales being called as cattle to remain collared back into DOG fights in my 👀. #JAIL
• Incorrect dates
• Statements made never reported
• Prosecution not reporting to judges
• 13 rejected plea deals
• Numerous withdraws
Yet Still Left In Guilt... still left in jail... better yet left for DEAD well... almost... as you learned to loop ropes, March 11th, 2012, noosing your neck as the keepers watched your feet kept dangled allowing you to hang as a reminder of suicide being used as an escape from an enabling environment.
Now back in a 7 by 12 hell in a cell as psychosis is in the driver seat buckled into disproportion as the BRAIN💭 deteriorates from deprivation.
Risperidone is the remedy to bring you
“BAAACK TO LIIIIIFFFFE, BAAAACK TOOO REAAALIIITTTYYY❗️”
though realization reeks delirium unfamiliar to familiarize what’s the normal even confined inside solitary confinement.
How much confinement does ah MUTHA FUCKA need⁉️ #AskingForMeMeekAndOthers
People understand but don’t wanna disclose the side effects of solitary confinement like a bad infomercial sharing precautions suffering M A J O R shit from minor issues 🤦🏾♂️
- Visual and auditory hallucinations
- Hypersensitivity to noise and touch
- Insomnia and paranoia
- Uncontrollable feelings of rage and fear
- Distortions of time and perception
- Increased risk of suicide
- Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
If one isn’t mentally ill upon entering an isolation unit, by the time of release mental health has been severely compromised.
Unfortunately the circumstances are worse for juveniles and individuals with PREDETERMINED mental health issues as their BRAIN is still developing making up one third in population of isolated prisoners.
You're given a metro card and no remorse for time unable to reclaim. After fighting for the right to prove you’re innocence there is no sincerity from the system that kept my brothers burdened or buried.
Arriving to a 🏡 once called home you find that room in a mother’s❤️that has endured an emptiness now seeking to fill voids that had no voices in hopes of finding that ⚖️balance in normality.
...concluding until the #3PEAT❗️#Part3 #ComingSoonerThanLater #KaliefBrowder